so much has happened.. xmas.. BBQ.. chingay.. loads of stuff..
did security duty at atrium on xmas eve.. cant believe i actually did it.. complete waste of time.. but o well.. at least i counted down with my chingay ppl.. and a few of us went siao and said merry xmas to every soul we saw.. haha..this is probably the only photo we took that night.. firstly is cuz we were not allowed to use handphone.. let alone cameras.. so this was some sort a quick random impromptu one.. lol
that's DJ btw.. the doorman.. gosh.. cant believe he did it wearing the security vest.. total wrong job.. haha.. CK was just super happy DJ aint in Crowd Control.. lol.. he makes the perfect usher.. gonna push for him to be in VVIP sector.. lalala
xmas was rather.. well.. xmas.. lol.. nth much happened.. just went down to ppl's house.. played majong.. more majong.. dai di.. bridge.. ramli.. muthu.. yea.. juz wasting time basically haha..

now on to chingay! we finally got our shirts!! haha.. its a nice brown colour.. ok not the shade of brown i prefer.. but it works.. the whole training went quite smoothly and the best part would definitely be that i met so many friends there, nope.. i dun mean the JC friends.. i mean my long lost one!! those from sec sch.. pri sch even!! some even went HCI.. -.-"
that's that i guess.. cant really reveal more.. not sure if i am allowed to.. lol..
the EXCO ppl went to causeway point to makan aft that.. Joel PS us along the way.. wrong choice it was.. all of us immediately sms him this exact phrase.. "Pangseh Kia." then another one in 1 minute interval.. "Bei Lun." LOL.. his poor phone.. had lunch.. well maybe tea.. at yoshinoya.. then went home.. and had a well deserved rest.. talked to chinyee on the bus all the way back.. haha..crapping and randoming all the way.. =] she dropped of at yishun though.. and i knocked out immediately on the bus.. slept all the way to tamp interchange.. zzz

Xmas aint even here yet.. and i'm already experiencing what it is.. presents have flowed in.. Xmas dinners already attended.. Xmas svc already been to.. man..
ok. shall start with friday.. went to catch a movie with ODAC at marina.. the usual place.. haha.. National Treasure was the movie in demand and everything was rather typical.. until we saw bobo who joined us after caroling.. omg.. he was like wearing a buttoned shirt and jeans and shoes!! that's like super rare.. eh no.. first time we saw him wearing like that!! haha.. *he usually wears a jersey shorts and slippers out*
the movie was alright i guess.. still feel the first installation was way better though.. but the part where he kidnapped the president.. that was juz hilarious lah! then we cracked a joke on our own Big Man.. bringing him into a cave with no light.. lol.. cant even see him le!! lol..
anyways.. i left them early as i had a xmas dinner to attend.. normally i would give it a miss.. but this one was special.. the party is held by KF seetoh.. the makansutra guy.. ya i know him personally.. haha.. the food there is obviously gonna be super good! and true it was.. so maybe it wasnt the die die must try food featured in that food book.. but the food is just as good! Turkey was so tender.. beef so meaty.. chinese ham so unique! nachos with avocado the best! and of cuz.. the alcohol!! haha.. lemonchino.. its this drink with 20% alcohol and lemon flavoured.. duh.. its a sweet sour taste initially followed by a very warm after taste.. damn shioK! the only other teens other than my bro were like sec 1 and sec 2.. so really nth much to talk abt other than telling em wad JC was all about.. lol.. so ya lor.. o well at least there's ppl to talk to.. =)

attended church yesterday.. 22dec.. went with Grace's cg.. was it destiny that i went? i had no plans to go initially.. then OBS outing was cancelled.. that still didn remind me abt the svc.. then i saw someone i thought is ru feng.. didn call out to her though then i was reminded abt CHC.. called Grace and told her i'm coming over.. and wala! i'm there.. haha..

it was a candlelight svc to represent the silent night Jesus was born on Xmas night.. it reminded me of alot of things.. but mainly why i MIA for a while.. chingay? dun tink that's really a good excuse.. nth can be used.. i have decided to return.. for svc at least.. but there's still one more obstacle.. parents.. they have longed objected to me going as they say it takes up precious stdy time.. sigh.. first they say they wont touch me once i enter JC.. then now they say once i enter Uni.. ya right like i will belive.. the same story prob gonna repeat itself.. but heck.. juz gonna do it my way and prove to em it can be done.. =) that's the way i operate i guess.. not really ideal or a role model type.. but its just me.. wanting to prove myself.. =)
BBQ with my new or soon to be my cg on friday.. cant wait for it.. =)

Guess i should at least talk abt vietnam.. even if its just a small bit.. its been almost 2 weeks since i got back.. ok.. so maybe abt 9days.. i would be lying if i were to say i do not miss viet.. i absolutely miss it.. esp SAPA's cold weather..
i will miss....

1. the cold refreshing weather of Sapa
2. the imba pig who fell down a cliff after being confronted by a puppy and walk away uninjured
3. the eyes of the kids there
4. the LCB and their never take no for an answer attitude.. lol.. "Sir u buy from me? 2000dong.." "no thanks" "yes thanks.. yes thanks! u buy frm me?" LOL
5. the night at rezza's hotel room with the fireplace and sat TV
6. bobo's begger impersonation.. haha
7. the amazing race to get hot water on the train for maggie mee
8. shopping at hanoi!
9. Anuja's super paiseh face
10. Vera's "love"
11. Opera cake!
12. star-gazing at mt fanxipan
13. suntanning at halong bay
14. that super funny dance at hanoi
15. bobo and zhi wei's choreographed dance!
16. tk's riding the motorbike

so many memories.. if only i had the photos with me now to review it again..

I will love you with all my heart, 
To have forever - never to part. 
This is a promise engrained in me, 
Take my hand and let it be. 
I will go to the ends of the earth 
if that is what you need, 
Just say yes and let your soul take the lead. 
This is a promise at the core of me, 
Kiss my lips and let this be. 
I will wipe your tears with no questions asked, 
No more will your feelings be masked. 
This is a promise I make to you, 
Look into my eyes and follow through. 
I will know how to hold you 
just by the look in your eye, 
I will never forget - 
not even on the day that I die. 
This is a promise of my passion for you, 
smile at me and make it true. 
I will support you even 
when I cannot support myself anymore, 
I will dig deeper and 
find the hidden strength at my inner core. 
This promise means I sacrifice all of me for you, 
Understand this- and make our lives anew. 
I will love you with everything so deep inside, 
And to only you - this gift I shall confide. 
This is a promise so incredibly real, 
kiss me my love and you shall feel.

I can't believe I fell for your lies
And now I'm the one who cries
Everything just seemed so true
But now you're making me blue.

Should I just leave you alone?
Can I really live on my own?
Others might even love me too
Yet I know I'll still long for you.

I'm waiting for you to call
But there's no sign of you at all
I know that when we're apart
I'll always have a broken heart.

You used to promise forever
But why aren't we together?
How can you do this to me?
Now that I thought we're happy.

The everlasting memories we share
I honestly found them so rare
Being together for quite long
I just thought we were strong.

I care for you and I do love you
I hope you love me the way I do
I wish you would keep your promises
Because I don't want my heart in pieces.

No tears, no heartache, no win or lose.
A new way to love, I have found.
Your smile gives to me peace.
Your voice caresses my soul.
Your eyes tell all... and more
Your hand in mine -

You have shown me a new way to love.
Much laughter, joyfilled heart,
We are one... together.
A new way to love, you have given me.
Your sighs of love
Fulfill every empty and shattered dream.
You have made whole
the broken soul of abused love.
Here we are, hand in hand,
nose touching nose,
eye to eye,
we have... a Quiet Love.

17dec
CA BBQ at the zoo.. haha.. how cool can it get.. lol.. met CAs from all batches!! including those of pioneer batches! we ate.. we played.. and played somemore then came the best part of the night i tink..haha.. ghost stories.. =).. michelle was so spooked she went to 1 corner and refused to listen to any of them.. haha.. who could blame her.. it was pitch dark except for the lamps we brought.. we were in some ulu place in the zoo behind the corporate office.. haha.. stories were told.. of the mysterious zoo keeper at night safari.. the man at the corporate office.. the haunted road of mandai lake.. mysterious events during the halloween season.. stories from tekong.. from sec schs.. frm JCs.. Uni.. haha.. everywhere lah! juz damn fun.. haha..
we went to the night safari aft that.. but not for very long cuz we had to catch the last train home.. zoo to simei aint really near.. lol.. so ya lor.. juz went in.. sit tram tour ard.. window shop abit then come out le.. haha..

i know i'm supposed to be updating abt vietnam.. but it wont be a nice post without photos! and my cam was with my parents who were in perth! haha.. so ya.. wait for photos from the rest first!!

15dec.. a day to be remembered.. we had the leader's training for chingay via an Amazing Race!!
and so i was a facilitator for group 3.. and really.. its funness.. had loads of fun crapping with them.. and i tink we really bonded quite well over just a simple lunch!
either ways.. i'm just super proud of my group cuz we finished everything first! though we didn win in the end.. doesen really matter right? haha.. just so proud of all of you! remember.. spread the energy to the volunteers under you!! let's make Chingay08 a big success!!


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we had loads of fun during dinner too.. telling ghost stories while munching on macs.. lol.. Ama and Char were so freaked out by it.. nv knew ghost stories can be so disturbing!! haha.. stories were told of tekong.. haunted toy r us.. marist.. dunman.. victoria.. NTU.. camps.. haha.. so many genres!

gonna have more fun till holidays come to a close.. =) shit.. haven started on work yet.. o heck!

ever since that idiot who hacked my email.. everything is getting siao.. not only that i can no longer access my mail.. but neither can i access my previous blog which is accessed using my old email! damn it!
o well.. here's a new home for it.. =)

for those who called to ask.. smsed to tell me.. thanks loads!! for those who emphatised.. i love u all.. for those who tried to help.. i love u all the same!!
dun worry.. i'm well and fine in Singapore and not in Nigeria.. no i'm not helping some AIDS cause.. though i wish i was.. lol.. no i dun owe a $1550 hotel bill.. and no i'm not in the central library there.. didn't even know they had one!! let alone have internet access there!
yup.. i'm well and alive in Singapore.. busy with life and CHINGAY.. =)
u can still join u know? haha

updates will soon start to roll in.. u can be sure of that.. =)